What kills me inside.

Overthinking!

What do they think of me?

Am I doing it right?

They don't seem to like me.

What if I do this?

Will they get mad at me?

Will they hate me?

Did I meet their expectation?

Will they look down upon me?

Guilty!

What should I do?

I can't think clearly.

It hurts.

How to cope with this feelings?

What if everyone hates me?

Did I look too pitiful in their eyes?

I don't dare to voice out my thoughts & my feelings.

No!

It's more like I can't

It feels as if people can't accept me as who I am.

Being wearing the mask for too long till no one can see the hidden side.

They would never believe it.

Cheerful!

It's what they think of me.

So for them I'd keep this impression.